Have you ever read or heard the story of the tortoise and the hare? I'll tell you in my own words.
There was a boastful hare who loved to tease the tortoise for his slowness. One day they set out for a race. As soon as it had begun, the hare was off with a bound, sprinting past the tortoise with great speed.
Better is the end of a thing than the beginning thereof: and the patient in spirit is better than the proud in spirit."
Ecclesiastes 9:11 also tells us that "the race is not to the swift..."
Matthew 10:22 tells us, "...but he that endureth to the end shall be saved."
It doesn't matter how well you start - But it does matter how you finish. Keep on keepin' on, my friend! The end is all that will matter some day.